Rough

Today is a rough infertility day for me. I could use prayers. I had a dream a few days ago that I was pregnant and starting to show. It was so real. And when I woke up it was ripped away from me. Then I found that AF had arrived, which then made me feel like I was kicked in the gut. I hate this.

I'm still alive!

Wow it has been a while. I really need to work on keeping this blog up! It has just been a crazy few weeks. I started my job and that has taken up A LOT of my life, but I LOVE IT! I love teaching. It is so much better than student teaching (and the paycheck doesn't hurt either)! My first graders are great and the other teachers are wonderful to work with. I want so bad to work in this school next year! I am praying so hard that something opens up. There are a few teachers close to retirement age and talking retirement, but they aren't talking about it for this year, so I don't have my hopes up.

After being buried in snow (which I loved! We got 5' total in a week!) I can say now that I'm ready for spring. I loved the snow, however when I walked outside into really nice weather this week I got the itch and now I am right there! My snowmen are coming down today and my flower flag is going out. I'm ready! Bring on spring!